Bleeding...

I'm crazy.

It started as an admiration for his good looks last year.
I was ambivalent when I found out he had a girlfriend.

But unknowingly and subconsciously it has grown into a serious infatuation by now.
And my heart broke when I found out he currently has a girlfriend.

We have probably spoken less than ten sentences to each other. It was stupid. All in my mind. I knew it was impossible.
Why does my heart feels like it's torn to pieces?